Scared

This weekend I'll be going up to Ithaca for my big sister's graduation.
I'm excited but scared.
I don't wanna get too excited or something bad might happen.
For some reason I'm starting to get into karma's way. I hate it, i have to be careful with what I do, what I say, what I think. It sucks. It's like walking in a street full of potholes with a blind fold on.
I also set up my Yule altar today <3