Well Xmas is over..
I'm kind of disappointed because now I don't have anything to look forward to.
When I go back to school everything will probably just be as it was before.
Me walking with friends but feeling totally alone in my head.
Oh well. I should just deal with it and get on with the rest of school.
I should stop searching and start getting on task.
Anyway, I finally got a new phone! It's an android with a pink cover. :)
Monday, December 26, 2011
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Triggers.
Pictures of self-harming make me want to cut. I physically get shivers when I look at pictures. It just looks so good. I don't have any blades so I can't really make a good clean cut.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Too much for one girl
Sorry I was just thinking about if I ever had a really hot boyfriend. I'd probably be stressed out.
Anyway, something I've realized this week,
I need to stop thinking so much. I'm always stressing about what I will become when I'm older. What will happen to me. Who will I be.
I need to just stop and just go with the flow. Life moves so fast that I'm not able to see anything.
AND I definitely should stop thinking about guys. Maybe that's why I don't have one.
I'm always fantasizing and dreaming about guys. I should just SHUT IT DOWN and pay attention to school. Seriously, I need to get it together. C's suck ass.
Anyway, something I've realized this week,
I need to stop thinking so much. I'm always stressing about what I will become when I'm older. What will happen to me. Who will I be.
I need to just stop and just go with the flow. Life moves so fast that I'm not able to see anything.
AND I definitely should stop thinking about guys. Maybe that's why I don't have one.
I'm always fantasizing and dreaming about guys. I should just SHUT IT DOWN and pay attention to school. Seriously, I need to get it together. C's suck ass.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Yay
New York was a fun time.
And my family got exactly what they wanted, my big sister Erika.
And thats me down there by the way.
And my family got exactly what they wanted, my big sister Erika.
And thats me down there by the way.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Tomorrow is coming
It's official.
I'm obsessed with, Evan Peters.
He just makes me feel all goofy inside.
This celebrity crush probably end once the AHS season ends. :/
Tomorrow I'm going to New York for my big sister's graduation.
I'm actually really excited, but for my own reasons.
I wish her and her boyfriend were still together, I actually miss him. She'd probably be pissed if I told her that. It was her boyfriend and how they end their relationship was shitty.
I'm just excited to take pictures of everything. :)
I'm obsessed with, Evan Peters.
He just makes me feel all goofy inside.
This celebrity crush probably end once the AHS season ends. :/
Tomorrow I'm going to New York for my big sister's graduation.
I'm actually really excited, but for my own reasons.
I wish her and her boyfriend were still together, I actually miss him. She'd probably be pissed if I told her that. It was her boyfriend and how they end their relationship was shitty.
I'm just excited to take pictures of everything. :)
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Scared
This weekend I'll be going up to Ithaca for my big sister's graduation.
I'm excited but scared.
I don't wanna get too excited or something bad might happen.
For some reason I'm starting to get into karma's way. I hate it, i have to be careful with what I do, what I say, what I think. It sucks. It's like walking in a street full of potholes with a blind fold on.
I also set up my Yule altar today <3
I'm excited but scared.
I don't wanna get too excited or something bad might happen.
For some reason I'm starting to get into karma's way. I hate it, i have to be careful with what I do, what I say, what I think. It sucks. It's like walking in a street full of potholes with a blind fold on.
I also set up my Yule altar today <3
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