I just realized something today.
My sanity is falling apart.
I don't know what to believe.
I don't know what I want, but I know I don't want anyone to love me.
I don't want to be touched. Isn't that weird? I'd rather watch other people fall in love than let myself like the idea of someone that I like start to fall for me.
I think it's impossible for anyone to fall for me... but I'm a teenager, and I'm just whining. I have a long way to go
